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- Cindy -
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b'day on 29th May

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

ATTACHMENT AT Yangzhen PRI SCH!!!


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ME! at yangzhen pri :)

Two days at Yangzhen Pri sch.
Today is the second day ^^
Which means... today also the last day at yangzhen pri.
Today late!!!
WHY? cos... the bus driver of 853 drove the bus the wrong way!!!
Luckily, one passenger in the bus quickly approached the bus driver and informed him.
After he realised it, he hit his forehead. haha!
Somemore got traffic jam!

i took photos at yangzhen pri. hahA! ^^

Let me show u some of them =P
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Horyann and me ^^

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Me, zhou li and hor yann.

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Sheila, me, Roo min, hui yan, Hor yann. Zhou li missing, cos she's the one taking this photo.

last day at yangzhen pri...
saw pri ones having their injections!
Yeah! so fun.
They're so adorable.
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ME and Horyann with two adorable pri 1 pupils right after their injections.
See... they still have their cotton wool with them ^^

I like this SHS attachment.
Even though only two days there... at yangzhen pri, i enjoy it alot =P
Soon, my SHS ended today...
And... i have to be back to NUH.
Tml afternoon shift.

After this week, one more week to go ... and it's exams for mi!!!
Oh well, dont talk about exams! * tongue sticking out *
My o lvl eng results coming out soon!!!
If i'm not wrong, should be on the 9th feb / 1oth feb.
I got the letter from MOE, that i can check my results online.
Cool, huh?! haha!!!

First day of exam on Valentine's Day. Good hor?! wah liao... ... lOlx
I still havent study for my exams yet. Still enjoying my attachment.
hahaha!!!

Going to rest ^^
Take care~

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

MONDAY. 29th Jan.

Went back for attachment ^ second week.
Morning shift... Tend to love morning more =P
Mr Neo, our clinical lecturer is there!!!
And i still haven't done any dressings yet.
Had my learning guide signed by Mr Neo :)
He's a very nice lecturer. He's 64 this year.
Too bad, he's not lecturing in NYP.
Jus a clinical lecturer, only will see him when u have attachments.
and... i left my learning guide at NUH!
Went back home then found out that i didn't bring home my learning guide with me.
Sob! I panicked... i quickly ask Sha for Moon's number.
The moment i got Moon's number from Sha, i called Moon and asked her for my learning guide.
She... scared me...
She told that she didnt see my learning guide at all.
Seriously, it was so real that i trust her...
Panicking... ... she said," Dont know why... got someone's learning guide appeared in her bag."
Phew~ Relieved.
MY learning guide with her.
Oh no. I need my learning guide for tues ( the next day ).
They say need learning guide for the School Health Services (SHS).
NEed to sign my learning guide.
Two days for SHS =)
Jian ning is so nice!!!
He brought my book back from NUH to Yishun!!!
He even asked me not to go in the Yishun mrt... he came out instead!
So nice of him, right???
Ooh... I almost wanted to hug him like i always do to all my girlfriends.
Oh no! Of cos not!!!
HELLO~~ He's a guy, how can i do that, man... haha!!
I waited for him outside Yishun Mrt station...
Wind was blowing~ So windy... i almost caught a cold.
Alone outside from 9 till 10 plus.
Luckily, got my Brather's accompany.
Haha! Accompany on the phone. THink what?! lOlx.
Back home at around 11pm. Chatted with Brather for almost two hours.
:) Slept at 12am. zZZ


TUESDAY. 30th Jan.

SHS day!!! ^^
Had a morning call from Brather. So nice, right?
^^ He called at 5.47am. He supposed to call at 6am.
Haha!! I leave my house at 6.30am.
Need to reach Outram PArk before 8am.
I tot i will be late. SO i took a taxi. $6.30
Took taxi from my hse downstairs to AMK MRt station ^^
And we reached Outram Park at 7.30am
Walked to Health Promotion Board around 7.40am
Briefing... almost fell asleep.
Cos... so tired!!! and the nurse manager's voice very soft.
I was posted to YangZhen Pri sch.
ME, Asilah, Zhou li, Hui yan, Hor yann and Roo Min.
Three from grp 13 and three from grp 12 =P
Get together very well.
We even have a project to do!
HEight and weight measurement assessment.

We went from Outram Park to Serangoon.
U know what?!
The Pri sch is near my grandma's hse!!!
waha!!!
THe pri sch is just next to ZhongHua Sec sch.
Can take bus 853!

Quite fun! Can get to deal with pri sch kids.
Got pri4, pri2 and pri1 too!
They having checkups.
EAr - auditory checks.
Height & weight.
And also their immunizations =)

I going to meet my frens at Yishun Bus int. at 6.55am tml =)
Gotta wake up at 6am again.
Tired now. haha!

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Ahh...
very very very *FAN*

Going crazy...
Going insane...
Going bonkers...
Going !#Y&$Y*U(%$(@!~...

ARGH!!!~
GRRR... !!! @.@
ANGRY ! ! !
VEXED ! ! !

Been thinking whether to get bonded...
Bonded by AH... but...
haiz... Dun wan to think so much...
I think i dun wan to get bonded.
In my mind, i think i wan to get bonded because i dont wan to travel so far...
From my house to NUH!!! So far. Sob~

tml morning shift.
NEeda wake up at 4.30am. Yawn~

Got to sleep early... haiz!~
I dont think like to be a nurse.
A nurse is a very noble job. But... is a very emotionally, physically and also mentally challenging!
Not a game, not a joke. And also not for fun!!!
We're dealing with lifes.

Too tired. I still cant make up my mind =.=
Indecisive...

Dead-beat... ...


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Saturday, January 27, 2007

hoho!!!

I'm back from shopping!!! WOoHoO!!
:) Went to have lunch with my bunch of frens!
- Weixin, Huiying, Deon, Rachel, Zhaoyi, Zicai, GM and darling!!!
Lunch-ing at Casuarina Curry (Pierce Reservoir there)
Yummy!!! Actually is my brunch. haha~
Had Chicken Curry with ... Sasuage Prata + Plain + Banana Prata!
Nice!!! I love the prata at Casuarina Curry.
Saw Zaman the cute guy there :)


He's going off to India around in the first two weeks of Feb!
Sob!~ :'( WHY???
I will miss him lots! ZAMAN!!! lOlx ^^
GM's birthday today!!! 2 big and two small candles on the prata!!!
He's turning 22 today. COngrats!

After lunch, we took bus 132 to Far EAst plaza.
Went shopping!!! =P
Weixin's bf came to join us.
He's Kevin. - Huiying's buddy =D
he looks much more different in photos.
And then Mei qin came to join us toO! She came right after her attachment.

At Far East, we went to take neoprints!!!
haha!!! the guys all dun wan to take with us.
We six of us... SMILE!
Long time never take neoprints with frens.
Woohoo! I think got years never take le bah. haha!!!
One year plus i think... erm... not sure (:
This year '07 is the first time take neoprints.
:D We went to eat subway for dinner at 5.30pm
I ate Cold Cut Trio. Nice!
6 inches Honey Oat bread + Cold Cut Trio fillings + lettuce + tomatoes + Honey Mustard Sauce!!!
Yum yum yum!!! Definitely must try Subway!
Subway. Eat fresh. =P

After that, we went home ^^
Only left me, darling, weixin & her bf, meiqin + huiying.
Took train... Weixin's bf, Kevin alight at Bishan.
The rest of us alight at Yishun.
We went home ourselves...
Me and darling walked home.
^^

reached home as the same time as mummy & family (:
Mum told me that this morning she took train to work... going Jurong East that side...
At Clementi, the train of a sudden stop with screaming ...
Ahh!!! a woman around 40+ years old got her leg injured very badly...
from what i know from my mum...
Her leg was trapped in the gap, and the train didn't stop, and dragged her...
Oh gosh! OUCH!
Okok.. well... i think the whole thing begins like this...
-> Maybe... this woman wants to get onto the train but it was too late for her...
as the train door is going to close... "door closing..."
But, she had her leg stepped in the cabin, so she wanted to pull back her leg and walked back, out of the train... to get onto another train instead...
Unforunately, she got her foot stucked in the gap.
and the train started to move on... oh no!!!
Screaming ... she fainted eventually... so painful!!!
Police came and asking for any witness... but no one.
I guess everyone was rushing for work, no time to waste.
My mum didn't witness anything... she only know the train stopped very suddenly...
She said... "i think someone pressed the emergency stop button."
Poor thing. I hope she's alright...
Mum said that, that woman had her leg broken... badly injured.

Bathed and here i am... blogging (:
I gotta go n rest ^^ yawn~
Two more weeks to go!!! then... exams liao.




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Friday, January 26, 2007

PATIENCE!!!

all i need is just patience~
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

I have no patience de =x
Feeding a patient for an example.
HEy... i dun mean those patients that can feed themselves...
But those dependent ones and dun open their mouth!!!

Okay... here it goes.
Feed easy mah!!! haha~ lOlx.
Am i right to say tt feeding a person is so much easy?!
NO!!!!
THis is my first time feeding a patient who doesn't wan to open her mouth! argh~
Grrr...
Relax... calm down.
Must have patience.
Feeding the first spoon... she dun wan to open her mouth!
Tap tap her mouth with the spoon... and she like dun know anything.
Wake her up... Ask her good anot, hungry anot, want somemore anot...
Ah! only ah... ah... ah... oh? oh? oh?
If ask again, might have no reply.
I think she's old. senile... and cant reply bah.
Poor ah ma... but due to my impatience, i abit fed-up!

First time feeding her, i stuff the spoon into her mouth after i found that i have been standin by her side for mooe than 15mins with the same spoon with the food which i couldn't manage to have her mouth open!!!
After having the food in her mouth... finally, she eat... she slowly swallow. All fluids~
My first feeding is feeding her milk. Chocolate milk!
240ml of milk can take me an hour ++ to feed her!!!
The next day, better...
Dinner can also feed for almost one hr...
One hour standing and feeding... very tiring de!!!
Yesterday AND today morning... standing & had my back bend to feed her...
was terrible!!!!
Okay... the truth is now i dun have to stand n feed her for one hr...
Cos she had acupunture!!! (:
Thanks god! NUH got acupunture~ ^^
She's much better! She can open her mouth more often when i just gently tap the spoon with her food on her lips... =P
she's more alert. she responded more often too!
Patience is the KEY!

haiyo... now i know that i really dun have much patience. haha!!!

Today... woke up super duper early!!! 4.30am~
Walked out of my house at 5.15am and reached the MRT station at 5.38am
Then have to wait for 8 mins!!!
Cos i missed the train before... if i didn't miss the train, i could be earlier!!!
Haiz, 5.45 then board the train. Meaning the train earlier than yesterday...
Reached Buona Vista at 6.30am!
Took bus 95 in and reached NUH staff room at 6.40am!
Phew~ Finally earlier than yesterday ^^

But when i go into the room, so many nurses eating breakfast and some preparing to go start work.
MORNING SHIFT!!! if i live nearer to Buona Vista or maybe i live nearer to my working place, i would be more happier!

But, i really have no choice. sob!
One week down!
Two weeks more to go and it's exams for me.
Next week, monday morning shift and then got SHS.
For my SHS, we have to go HPB - Health Promotion Board.
And we will know which pri sch we'll be going and we have to travel there ourselves.
Two days ( Tues and wed ).
Then thurs and fri will be afternoon shifts.
My attachment ends at 9th Feb.

Well, today change diapers the most time in an hour!!!
haha!!!
ITE lecturer also with us in the cubicle.
She came in... and i learnt lots from her.
Only me, ITE lecturer and another ITE student.
Three of us changing diaper for the ah ma.
She's very angry that we forgot to bring draw sheet.
She reprimand ITE student and... she's quite fierce.
I tot she's very nice... ermm, maybe look nice but strict (:
Anyway, i was shocked from the way she's angry...
Nvm, dont wan to say anymore.
The thing is she treat me well... she never scold me.
She just tell me not to do this... & that.
At least, i learnt sth from her! Gd thing, right? ^^

Staff nurse Karen and Staff Nurse Evelyn are great staff nurses!!!
Staff nurse Ciliene too!
SN Karen treat me good. she look fierce but she's nice =P
She reminds me this and that in a very nice way. I like her attitude!
NUH staff nurses are not that bad mah! (:
SN Evelyn is in probation. she taught me alot of things. She's very patient too!
Patient:- enduring trying circumstances with even temper or characterized by such endurance.

haha!!! SN Ciliene is brother's staff nurse too.
He got her when he got his attachment last year.
Same time with me but different ward. ^^
Not bad not bad... i tend to get used to the ward setting and the nurses there...
Somemore... today then i know one AN (assistant nurse) is pregnant.
Oh gosh! Shocking... she has been working with me and now then i know she's pregnant.
I think she's very brave! Difficult for her to work with a growing tummy.
I admire those Staff nurses. They're my admirers. lOlx~

That's about it.
Anyway, i gotta sleep. nite~

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

YEAH.

Coping really well now... ... :)
Finally... it's a morning shift for me!

I tend to love morning shifts than afternoon shifts.
Morning shifts pass more quickly than afternoon shifts ^^
Even though morning shifts have to wake up very very early, i like it!
Lolx.

I woke up at 4.40 this morning (:
WOah. Woke up the moment the alarm clock rang... Ti Ti- Titi... ...
Waking up early in the morning... Not even a yawn! haha~
Maybe too tired to yawn. Oops~
Walk to MRT station in the mornin at 5.20am
Then reached around 5.40am at Yishun MRT station.
Took the train at 5.45am... reached Buona Vista at 6.30!!!

Ah! wake up so early and then still like tt.
Reached NUH staff room at 6.50am!
10 mins before 7am.
Everyone of us stood at the Nurses Station... ready to set off!
hahahaha!!!

Do oral toilet, sponging, assisted bath/shower.
Oral feeding... BREAKFAST 4 everyone! lOlx~
Morning shift better! ^^
Then, work work work... until 10plus already.
After that, walk around see if anything can help... help around.
Feed my patient medicine... Milk...
Tidy up their bed, change bedsheet.
Prepare them for operation. ( My ward is SURGICAL ward. )
And... also changing of diapers.
My cubicle is a female cubicle.
LAst attachment, my cubicle was a male one.
Now, i have a chance to deal with female patients.
Well, the thing is... Male cubicle easier to handle ^^
- Comments... on why... - Apparently, i have nothing to add on. haha!
Female patients r more troublesome (:
I mean... seriously, males are easier to take care of.
Hey, guys out there!!! take note hor! lOlx.
Now i know why more and more guys not getting married
plus... more and more guys are gays.
Hahaha!! erm, better dun say so much. ZIP~~

That's about it. I gotta go n rest. haha!
Take care!~

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

TIRED!

Totally exhausted!!!!

AHH! TML morning shift.
10.30 reached home... bathed and need time for my hair to dry...
11pm then can sleep.

YAWN~
NEeda wake up at 4plus...
Catching the first bus, if i can.
Or taking the train before 5.45am

Gotta go n sleep.
yaWN~ GIddy... not feeling well. Sob!

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

SECOND DAY OF ATTACHMENT AT NUH!

Afternoon shift for me! 12.30 - 8.30pm

Well... exhausted!
Stand... stand.... stand...
WALK!!! RUSH... never had the chance to sit...
unless... for break! which is one hr.
But, cant possibly sit for 1 hr.
Another time is sit in the train :)

Me & Angie went home together.
We took the bus + MRT.
I took to Raffles Place then change to go Yishun.
Which is the way i shouldn't have taken.
Cos... it's the longer way. haha!
If take to Jurong East and then change... Faster for me.
Angie alighting at Toa Payoh.

Walked home with darling =)
Darling send me home.
Reached home at about 10.20pm
Drizzling at first, stop then rain... stop...
Well, weird weather...

Leg very painful!!!
OUCH!

Tml afternoon shift too.
Gotta go n sleep! take care!

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Monday, January 22, 2007

TIRING!!!

First day... of attachment for my second attachment.
At SURGICAL ward... Well, quite tiring...
Stand. walk. stand. walk.
Never had the chance to sit.
Only when lecturer asked us to gather together then have the chance to sit.
Our CI: Clinical instructor will only be with us for this week.
I not sure who will be our CI for the rest of the two weeks.
I think will be MS YEO or Ms Evone.
I not sure...

I saw Ms YEO when i walked out of NUH.
AHH!!! Get to know more friends.
MOnica, Sarifah (2), Angie, Jian Ning and other china gals.

YAWN~ So tired. GOing to collapse soon.

Never sleep well last night. Kept waking up every hr.
5plus wake up... and walk to MRT station.
Around 6.55am took the train from Yishun.
Reached Jurong East at 7.30am... Reached Buona Vista at 7.37am.
Took the bus and reached the Ward at 7.51am
We have to reached there before 8am.
oh no! I gotta sleep early tonight. Kept yawning...
Have to wake up very very early like 4plus in order to catch the early bus.
Have to reach 15mins early. Must be punctual!

YAWN~

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

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AHH!!! DAREN! Project Superstar 2!!!

He rocks~
WOohOO!!!
His CD singles r out... and he's singing I believe by Chew Sin Huey, first female runner-up of Project SuperStar 1.

Who will be the eventual winner of Project SuperStar 2?
Daren or Diya???
Hmm... for mi, i would prefer DAREN to be the WINNER!
lOlx. He has the X-factor!

Details about their singles:
Start date of sales: Saturday January 20End date of sales: Saturday February 3 at 12 noon (the unsold singles would be recalled and the total sales tabulated)

Price of each single: $7.90 (Available at all good CD stores island-wide)

Diya and Daren will also be appearing at Bugis Junction on Saturday 27 Jan to promote their singles!!!!

haha!!! I dun think still have Daren's CD.
COs. i dun have the time to buy. HahA!
Ermm. actually, i dun really like the song he sang... cos, he dun sing it well.
The truth is he cant sing slow songs. He's the rock n roll type!!! ROCK!!!
wahaha~ ^^

What’s the worst thing that could happen in the Grand Final?
Daren: I worry that I’ll get stage fright or forget my lyrics; those have been my constant fears in the competition, but I’ll certainly do my best.

Wan to know more?
- http://u.mediacorptv.com/story.aspx?Editorial_ID=482&SubCategoryID=19

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Daren & Diya :)

So cute!!!!

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DAREN!!! He's the SUPERSTAR!

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CUI FANG + DIYA.

oh. Saw Cui Fang (Charlyn Lin) at Far East yesterday!~

That's all for today... I hope Daren will be the WINNER of Project Superstar 2 in 2007!!!

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

TODAY!

I went out with my bestie, Huiying ^^
We went to Far east... haha shopping!!!

BUt... raining! Haiz~
Walk around.... saw lots of nice shirts!!!

Then, went to Taka to meet darling n his frens.
They went out to chill too.
They went Cine for k pool...

So tired. haha!!!
Ate Tako Pachi, saw one ex orchid park student there working.
BACON & CHEESE!!! I LOVE IT~
EMU RICE is nice too! 8dollars & above.
We ate and we went back Yishun...
Sat at Coffee shop and chat till 10 plus.
Reached home at 11pm
Blogging and going to sleep soon. BYE!

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Friday, January 19, 2007

WONDERFUL!

Finally we finished our Bio ICA!!!
WOoHOO! :)

And it was very very successful!
- Even though we never go thru once but it was still very very GOOD!
I was so anxious... That i was so urgent that i went toilet.
Then, i went to the wrong way... oops.
So i ran back to another way... finally the right way.
Oops... everybody going in the room.
Ahh! I ran n ran... Kelli opened the door for me.
She said," I wore skirt... "
And i never take notice of what she's trying to say... never even stop to think.
I was very anxious.

The presentation starts...
And i'm the first speaker, trembling hands... speaking in a very very panting voice.
Because i just ran... hahA!!!
Then, Corin present...
Next is HAikel...
Then, me and Ivana with EXPERIMENT!!!
An experiment to measure tidal volume (the amt of air u breathe in/out during normal breathing.)
And also can measure yr forced expiratory volume. COOl, huh?!
The lecturer likes our experiment ^^
After that, Xue fang + Zhiling to present the pulmonary capacities.
Then Corin again, on the factors affecting the pulmonary volumes.
Later, COrin, haikel, Vana and mi on experiment again.
Experiment on one running (panting) , another on breathing normally...
So someone has to come out and draw how the graph will show...
haha!!! so fun!
Then, me and vana presenting again ^^
I make full use of the white board :)
Explaining how pulmonary disorders affect the results... ^^
- Obstructive ( E.g. Asthma)
Air flow disturbed.
- Restrictive ( E.g. Pneumonia also known as Chest infection)
Lung volume decreased.

WOah. after the whole thing, conclusion. ^^
THE END!

hahaha!!!
And then Subgrp 4 present right after us...
They're so cute... girls all wearing skirts.
Sha, Joan, Kelli and Asilah wearing Pink shirt, whereas Lulu wearing purple shirt.
And... HEnry in their grp wore Red shirt + his pants.
They represent sth!!!
HEnry is the MR Hemoglobin...
those wearing pink r the oxygen molecules...
And Lulu who is wearing purple is the C02 (Carbon dioxide)

Well done! GRp 4!!! They're improving!!!
jia you jia you!!!

But... sad to say, we're divided into different grps for our year 2.
We have work together in our different grps liao...
I'm no longer in grp 3. I'm in grp 4 le.
With Kelli, Sheila, Nirmala, Xue Yun & Zhi ling.

Attachment coming in two days time...
HUH!!! so fast, right? sobsob.
Three weeks of attachment!!!
+ SHS too. - GOing either pri sch or sec sch.
WOw. only cant wait to go for that. haha!!!

I love my frens... I miss them...
Exams are right after attachment.
to all my poly frens :- I will see u guys during exams period! MUACKS~

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

THURSDAY!

meaning what?
meaning ...

Friday's coming!!!

lOlx. Yup! Friday is the day after thursday. haha!

TOday... lesson starts at 8am!
woke up at 6am and walk to Yishun MRt station.
And.. i found out that i didn't bring my purse!!! ah!
Dead meat. I called Sha to come out of the station.I felt bad...
Well, she lend me money to buy the standard ticket.
$1.30!!!
Yishun to YCK.

First lesson Lab. 8 - 9
Bio tut ( talkin about worms!!! ) 9 - 10
Lab again 10 - 11
Bio lecture 11 - 12
1029 lecture 12 - 1pm

All the way from 8am to 1pm!!!
And i have only eaten one fruit cupcake + Bread wif Ham & cheese.
After 1pm, grp meeting for bio ICA.
till around 2plus.
Then we went home...
Bought the standard ticket again. $1.30!!!
total amt of $$ Spent on Travelling - $2.60
Haiz. Muddle-headed... Forgot to bring purse :(
Thanks NishA! ^^
Walk home n reached home at 3pm.

Mum cooking dinner tonight :)
Yummy!!!
COnfirm putting on more weight. hehe!!!
lOlx.
TMl bio ica. going early ^^
Then still got Psycho lect + POP quiz. (ermm havent study much)
Oops.
Tml - last day of studying for year 1.
Woah. Attachment coming!!!
I wan to rest! TIRED~

TAke care!

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Guy Sebastian - Angels Brought Me here.

[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...


You know why i put this song lyrics here in my blog??
COs... I heard it when i was eating my lunch with my frens in sch...
It was broadcasted in the radio.
and... ... I love this song since i was sec 2!!!

Well, another thing!!!
Channel U - Superstar idol!!!
my my my !!!
Diya and Carrie... both of my fav female superstar idols.
Both of them need to sing eng songs...
Diya sang -Guy Sebastian; Angels Brought Me here!!!
Carrie sang -Cant take my eyes of you...

Oh my!!! Both of them so good~
I really dont know who will be out.
Today only show females singing... and competing.
For tml, is two guys competing.
Left Nat + Darren.
I prefer Darren!!!
He rawks~ lOlx.

Woah. Tml thrusday liao!!!
And... then friday...
Saturday.
Sunday.
Ahh!!!
Clinical attachment liao!!!
So fast arh.

Time flies.... and soon is exams.
and soon is anothe 3 weeks of clinical attachment
and then... holidays.
next... School reopen.
- Year two.

TIRED!
Tml starts at 8am!

Ahh! so early.
All the way from 8 to 1pm!!!
Clinical, bio then 1029 and again clinical...
+ bio ica grp meeting.

Sleep!
TMl need to wake up early! sob!

Yawn~

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Nothing to blog about... haha
tired...
Raining...
Working on BIO ica...
Sleep... I need it! haha
- dozing off soon. -

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Monday, January 15, 2007

15.01.07
15th Jan 2007
15/01/2007
15 January 2007
It signifies something!!!
380 days of happiness!


Last week of studying in nyp for semester2 in year1
And soon is clinical attachment.

22Jan to 9Feb (3 weeks of attachment)
14 - 16, 22 & 23Feb (Exams)
26Feb to 16Mar (3 weeks of attachment again)

Ahh! Time flies~
After this week, i will off to my clinical attachment at NUH.
Surgical ward, ward 43 for me... hmm... never been to surgical ward before.
Heard from Bra-ther that it's a great ward... ^^
After the 3 tiring weeks of attachment, it will be exams!!!
5 papers to take... One day one paper.
Socio first, then 1029, Psycho paper, bio paper, lastly 1082 paper.
All papers start at 8.30am!
After exams, right away is attachment for me again!
Sob. I'm so ke lian.
Some of my frens got holidays right after their exams while i have my attachment first then holidays.
Advantage: First tiring 3weeks for me, then holidays to relax!!! haha (:
Starting school on 16th April. Woah.
And i'll b in year 2!
Meaning after my attachment, i only got 4 weeks of holidays = 1mth vacation.


Today got lesson at 9am and ends at 12pm.
Then we discussed about bio ICA.
After that, met up with Evone!!!
I miss her alot alot... we chat while eat in Food Junction. ^^
laugh n laugh... chat till around 3 then leave school.
I arrived home at 4pm.

Raining... what a nice weather to sleep! hahaha!!!
LOVE TO SLEEP... cant live without my beauty sleep =P
lOlx~
Gotta go n sleep. haha!!!
No lah. Just woke up from my nap. ^^
Going to have dinner soon (:

Take care! I love you~

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Don't ask me how it could be
sometimes it's hard to believe
that in my lifetime i could find that someone who can make me complete
You are the air that i breathe
I'd surely die if you leave
'cause i have never felt this way about any guy like i feel for you
so this is what i'm gonna do

I'm giving you my heart forever
Every beat of my heart says it's true
I know we'll always be together forever
You lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you

You are so special to me
your love is all that i need
and i'm gonna spend the rest of my life
loving you faithfully

This love i feel is so strong
with you my heart's found a home
'cause no one in this world could ever love me so tenderly
So you can best believe

And when i'm holding you close to me
I know all of my dreams have come true
wanna let you know how i feel
Guy, my love is for real
and i just wanna give it to you!

TOdaY!~
SUNday - should be sunny, right?
but... raining in the morning!
Stop for awhile... rain again ):

Couple day? My bra-ther always says Sat should be the couple day.
hahaha... I say!!! i say," Everyday is couple day!"^^v
He came my house to use laptop.
Cos, his lappy went for repair. He must be missing his lappy very much.
Lolx.
=P Then, we went out to Bishan.
Went HUsh puppies ... the nearest outlet is at Bishan.
Sun tec, Harbourfront centre also got...

I went there first.for what?!
For my nursing shoeS! haha~
COs, i wan to buy another pair. I dun care!
The previous pair sux! Always bite me!!!
Lolx~ Got so much of blisters wearing the pair of shoes!!! SOb.
Hmm... tradition!!!
Bite yr shoes before wearing... or else u will have blisters wearing them.
NEver bite, will get bitten. Lolx!!!

LMAO... It really works?!
I think i should follow too. haha!
Eaten KFC with darling before buying and while waiting for sha to return home :)

Haiz. GOt the model code from sha but they have no stock anymore...
They not ordering anymore... Sob!
We took train to AMK.
Then, i got from BATA. No choice.
This pair quite comfortable!!! I hope it wont cause me any problems...
Like - having lots of blisters like the previous pair. haha!

Reached home around 7pm.
With dinner cooked and prepared already.
Woah! My family said," just nice!!! Come have dinner..."
ermm... i just eaten. haha!!!
COs, my KFC still in my stomach.
I ate KFC at 3plus.
Dinner at 7pm...
So i bathe slowly... and eat my dinner at 8plus. ^^

woah. PRAWN FEAST!
Prawn dumplings soup, Prawns with cornflakes (麦片虾)
Herbal CHicken + Vegetables. Yummy!!!
Growing fatter... haha!!!
Gaining more n more kg each day =P

Eating while watching channel 5 The day after tomorrow.
Watched before... Watch again also no harm. haha
Tml's Monday.
Going to have one hr lesson + lunch with Evone + ICA discussion.
The last grp discussion with my grp 3!!!
The new grp arrangement will start effect on year two! sob.
I miss my present grp members.
- Haikel
- Corin
- Xue Fang
- Ivana
- Zhi ling

Going to sleep soon... Take care!

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Hey!

I'm back. lOlx ^^
Yesterday only got bio pract lesson (12Jan)
After bio pract lesson, we had a regrouping of members.
It will only take effect on our year two. Officially on 16th April 2007.

I got into group4,
My members r... ...
Kelli
Asilah
Nirmala
Me
Xue yun
Zhi ling (But may swap with Eik How in grp1)

We really must cooperate.
In a brand new year, with new group members.
Jia you!!!

After lesson, me and corin went Toa Payoh to do project + shopping
Took train towards MArina Bay with Vana, and saw EVONE!
Our student mentor... haha!!!
To all grp 13 peeps out there, we having lunch with Evone on MOnday after our socio revision lect from 11 to 12pm.

So... must go for socio revision lect + lunch with Evone, our student mentor!
I Love her!!! ^^ Miss her too.

After shopping n discussing of our project at Toa PAyoh, we went to meet my frens.
Darling, ZHao and Phil... on their to BUGIS :)
Corin also going home ... going tampines.
So ... always on the same line too!!!
Intro intro... and they're gays, man!
Acting so gay in front of Corin...
Corin, hor?

Tsk tsk!!! Transfer at City HAll... going bugis.
So many ppl... we squeeze!!! hahaha
ONe stop and we reached BUGIS!
Raining... we went TCC!
HAve a chat and drink too!
I had Minty MOcha ^^
ZHao - Azuki smth...
Phil - cherry smth... lOlx

Photos to show u all ^^

After that, we went to FUSION II. they went to play pool.
With accompany of Kenny and Alvin.
Then, we went to Long John Silvers.
LAter, going home... wooHOO!
hahaha! quite late reached Yishun. at 11plus.
Reached home around 12am le.

Today!!!
Stay at home and eat... sleep and eat!!! lOlx.

No lah! Working on Bio ICA.
Due on this coming fri...
Which is our last studying day in semester 2 in our year 1.
Woah. so fast hor?
We're going to be year 2 soon in three mths time.
And... one more week to clinical attachment.
Arghh! Need to get nursing shoes right away!
Take care... that's about it for today's post. waha!

MUACKS~

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

yoz!

Back to update my bloggy.
Woah. One week just passed and it's friday tml...

Oh my... one more and it's attachment!!!
So fast! my my my ... ... ...

SLOW DOWN.. ..
running running running... .... ....

yesterday after school, went to city hall with joan n sha.
Went Millenia walk a& Sun tec City ^^
Shop shop around. so fun...
Never shop till so fun with my two poly frens =)

Finding more bottoms for myself.
But no! sob!!!
S & K ... dun have my size. Either just nice for my thighs but when up to the hip and need to zip up... ahh! cant.
Then, bigger size... like hang loose loose at my hip, the thigh there... like so baggy!!!
SOmemore, like a guy!!! Skaterboy lor =.=
I do really look like a boy boy...

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
DO i look a boy in this photo?

nish to cindy :- If u're a guy, i definitely will have a crush on u! :)
I'm really a guy... hmm, let me think.
haha!!! Cant imagine myself being a guy. ooh?
Maybe if i'm really a guy, i might attract more gals??? wooHoo! lOlx

And... always almost every nite raining. haha
No lah... i think only tonight.
Raining lor!

After lesson. I ended lesson at 6pm today.
Me, zhiling and Nish took cab to Yishun MRt station then Zhiling darling go back home by cab.
^^ thanks alot, zhiling.
I got MOtion sickness. SOb!
I feel like vomitting.
Nausea!!! - the desire of vomitting ( Feel like vomit lor! )
The feelin is so horrible.
Fainting soon. SO giddy... swirling, tossing... flipping and turning... churning inside in my head.
Ahhh ... spinning tops in my head? So giddy! So... " I dun know!!!"
I really feel like vomit the moment i got down the cab.

Darling came and send me home.
With dinner ^^
Back home, a nice hot bath and my porridge (takeaway dinner).
Eaten and now... blogging. haha!

Take care, my precious darling(the special 1), my darlings and all my frens out there.
Especially my brA-ther! I will always rmb u. Dun think too much, k?

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for Grp3...

Hip... hipp... HOORAY!
Hip... hipp... HOORAY!!
Hip hip.... .....HOORAY!!!

YEAH!!! yeah!!!
Well done, group 3!
Thanks haikel. I love ya lots. lOLx
Friends love each other... We're like a family ^^
Haikel is like our grp 3 big brother :)

He's always superb duper great!
hahaha. /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\
Mr Aaron says our grp well done.
Keep it up, grp3.
All ICAs are finished... left BIO!!!
My turn to keep this ICA a great one too.

We went to find Dr. Raj and Dr Lam...
to check whether we present on ppt...
COs... bio lab got no ppt nor projector.
Well. Do on transparencies.
JIA YOU JIA YOU!

one week plus plus and it's attachment!!!
22Jan seems so far from now...
but it's approaching nearer n nearer! sob~
Anyway, i kind of scared....
Not enough time to study for exams too.
Somemore exam timetable not out yet.

take care, guys!!! MUACKS!
Love u all lots.

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Monday, January 08, 2007

woah. 8th of jan liao!!!

SO fast!

And... one week + more to go... and it's attachment for mi.
Ahh!

Thinking of whether to get bond...
Hmm... most probably getting bonded by AH.

KK Hospital also not bad...
Today went with COrin there...
Took the Application form from the Human resource room...
Well. i still considering.
But i discussed with my mum...
She asked, "U sure? U so fast decided liao arh?"

Hmm... my decision... eh... ermm...
Well... Very indecisive... haha!!!

Anyway... Tml ICA presentation. All the best ya?!
JIA YOU, JIA YOU!!!

1029 ICA finished... left bio ICA!!!
Oops. I'm in charged of that. Hmm...

Gotta to go n sleep.
haha!!! 12midnight now...
Time's running out.

Attachment le... right away is my exam...
Where got time to study?
I only know got time to sleep. yawn~
lOlx. Sleep more important. hahaha!!!

Nite, guys^^
Take care.

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Friday, January 05, 2007

woah. 5th day of JAN already!!!

wah. so fast!
Attachment and exams are coming!

I'm worried.
I'm scared.
I'm tired.

I'm 18 soon.

YAWN~

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Woah. 3rd of jan already...

Already the third day of year 2007!!!
Wow wow... time flies~~~~~~~~
First day of the year coming back to school.

Weird faces... more and more ppl coming in our school...
Ppl standing with a piece of paper - showing
-> Welcome back in the year 2007... NYP innovative...
huh? Innovative is what u wrote there...
But why are ppl standing there like so ke lian to hold the papers and welcome students back?
Weird way - oh. Is innovative!!! We must think of an innovative way...
But, they seem like being punished... seemed poor thing to me.
Back to psycho tutorial... -> Last tutorial class with Ms Dennis :(
Kind of miss her...

Then, next is bio lecture. 2 hrs of bio lecture.
About Bacteria... COOL!
Something like Micro-biology. ^^

Lesson ends at 1pm. But Dr Raj end early today...
Somemore no lab lesson in the afternoon for this week, i guess.
Then, i go home and rest.
Didn't sleep well last night. MAybe becos kind of worried about him.

But i'm he'll fine :)

Two more weeks to go and it's attachment for me again. ahhh!!!
hmm... i think i'll needa take taxi in the morning. haha!!! Unless got someone fetch me...
I lazy wake up so early lor!!!
Somemore... so far away. sobsob!!!
From Yishun to Buona Vista leh!!!
I still needa take bus from my bus to MRT station.

Thinking of attachment, i feel so sian!!!
But thinking of helping out and working there with nurses, doctors and also patients, I felt it wasn't that bad after all. haha!!! ^^

Hmm... but i dun wan time to go so fast...
Too fast liao...

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Monday, January 01, 2007

wohoo!
FUN FUN FUN!!!

I love darling!

Sunday (31st dec 2006)
The last day of 2006...
Kind of fast... time flies~
And few more hours to a brand new year 2007.
So amazing...
WOw... i really cant believe that i'm turning 18 soon. Woah!
On this day, we went out tgt to eat prata at Casuarina!
Miss Zaman... miss him alot. he's leaving soon.
And i have a bad feeling that he's gone for his trip already.
Me, huiying, cheeps and darling went to Casuarina first.
Then, we sat down. Another indian waiter came ...
I know him well, he does too. ^^
I ask him where's Zaman...
He told me that he has left S'pore...
i asked him when was that?
- LAst fri...
- huh?!
then both me and huiying are very very sad and disappointed.
I knew he's not here, he has left. SOB!
And then, when i was about to sit down...
SOmeone called my name... a very familiar voice!!!
It's Zaman!!! ahh! i miss him lots n lots...
I shouted "Zaman!!!" Almost everyone in the cafe looked at me...
Ah,paiseh siaz. haha! lOlx.
As usual... he took our orders.
Darling not feeling well... but much better than last few days cos of heaty food from his Changi chalet.
He got sore throat and feeling dizzy...
I kind of worried about him...
We eating Prata... he cant eat, watch us eat... poor darling.
I went with him to buy Kaya bread...
Ordered two glasses of warm water for him. Worrying about him...
I ate Sausage prata and Egg prata!!! With Chicken curry. Yum! YUM!
I love the chicken curry there... tasty, fragrant and super nice!
- Truth is: nicer than my mum's one. lOlx!
Darling, me, zhao, huiying and cheeps went to pierce reservoir...
Then Cai and his gf, GM-cai's fren came along...
Spending time at the pierce was fun!
Around 10plus, we set off to Deon's hse for countdown!!!
WOohOo!!!
Near Yishun Army Camp... Was awesome!
I like the swimming pool there... The gym was so cramped.
Arrived there... watching channel 5.
With nice food and drinks!!! -HAm & Cheese + RIbena. YEAH!
Feel comfortable at her hse :)
Time flies...
Woah. so fast...
Counting... 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4...
3
2
1
0 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
WOW!!!

2007 is ahead... we're now in year 2007!!!
Darling... our HAppy one year anniversary!!! ^^
I love you! MUACKS~

We spending our night at Deon's hse.
Got me, darling, zhao, deon and phil.
And we slept at around 3plus... watched the Brotherhood III
then next is the basketball thingy show...
Not much energy left... haha!!!
We sleep... darling not feeling well, so he sleep early and rest.
NExt morning which is 1st Jan 2007 morning...
11am then we wake up and wash up...
we went downstairs... near her hse de coffee shop to eat breakfast cum Lunch.
EEW... not nice... feel like puking!
Anyway, it's horrible. haha!!!
After that, me and darling went back to his hse...
Oops. took the wrong bus + alight at the wrong bus-stop.
So we have to walk a longer distance to reach darling's hse.
yes, we made it! lOlx.
He went back n bathe... then we went mac.
GOt Irwin, me, darling and Andrew...
Darling teaching Irwin Java... while me so bored...
Andrew eating fries and sundae. haha!
Around 3plus... we feel so bored...
that we decided to go play bball. yeah!
long time never play ball liao.
We went to Kenny's hse to borrow ball and we play tgt.
Six of us... FOur of us + kenny and his COusin, KC.
Well... i tot those team got me one, confirm lose de...
But... not what i have expected. We won twice!!! YEAH!
haha!!! err... i lousy one. lOlx.
After balling, went to buy dinner home with darling.
I gave him a secretive present for our anniversary.
Shhh... cant tell u.
Both of us de secret. Wahaha!!!
I love him more and more.. each day!
Love you, darling^^
& HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

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