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- Cindy -
26, a Gemini
b'day on 29th May

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

Heez... these r some pics i took when playing maple :)
Try to look out for my maple character cindy4eva

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Sleepy!?!?

OKay, going to say what happened yesterday...

Wah... woke up at 12pm, i couldn't sleep well for the third time!
Probably thinking too much... Nevermind...

Played Maple with Darling.
At first, we want to play Civilisation 4 together thru lan but we cant...
I think because we're not in the same lan network???

Nevermind, so we went to play maple... Finally!!!
Darling and my maple character stuck in the Orbis Island...
Actually not stuck... Is something like... Sick n tired of this island...
We're still lvl 30 only... waha ^^ There got so many lvl 60 onwards de....
But on our way back to Victoria Island de Ellinia, we're at the Tower... 19th floor*
We saw a Mage with only lvl 24!!! He came here and train.
IS a pro!!! Unbelievable!!!

Well... we're too weak bah. NO!
Is I too weak... I mean my maple character is too weak...
Weaker than mage... fight slower than mage... Spearman attack slow
YEaH! I took some maple photos of me and darling's maple character in Orbis island and on our way back to ellinia island...

I jus woke up only...
Last night also cant sleep well... SOB!
KEpt tossing n turning...
Listening to music doesn't help at all...
I just dont know what's going on in my mind...

WAtching goong *yeah*
Now watch until episode 14...

BUAIZ!

`cindygem shared hers at 10:04 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006

Didn't sleep well for the previous two nights...

I'm not sure what's going on...

I also don't know what's causing me not to sleep well...

Maybe I'm thinking alot in my mind that my mind can't rest?

Maybe I'm worried about something else?

Or,maybe I'm brooding over the past?

- To all these questions, I really have no idea... -

I think probably I need to go for a walk at the beach or go cycling.
Perhaps it might make me a more happier person and will be able to sleep well.

Thinking about lots of things.
Thinking... about things that might happen in my life in future...
- Haiyo... thinking about the future for what? Let the nature takes its course. -

I played Civilisation 4 before I go to bed last night.
Went to bed at about 1am and I couldn't sleep at all.
You know what I did?
I did exercises!!!
- Exercises can tire yr whole body. As a result, able to sleep better after exercising :) -

Well, I did have a good night sleep last night.
Woke up at 11plus... ^^
Msg mum to buy lunch for me.
I ate lunch with her together at home.
I was so bad, she's working and I asked her to buy lunch for me.
Haha! Anyway, we had a nice long chat during our one hour lunch.

Chat happily and we almost forgot about the time.
She had to go off at 12.45 and go back to her work...
Oops... Oh no... She hurriedly walk. Haha (^-^)

But... I'm really happy that we have a chat.
We ate dinner together too.
Laugh and giggling... ^^
Watched Goong again... Now still at Episode 11
Wah! So many episodes!

Nevermind, there's so much of time for me to watch.
I love Goong!!! (^0^)
The female lead actress in the Korean drama is so adorable! Hawaii-ne ^^v

Now showing so many kids' movies... Got Monster House... blah blah...
My sister wanted to watch Monster house... Haha!!!
She is so interested in that movie.
I'm wondering if I have the time to bring her out to cinemas to catch that movie...
Oh ya... School holidays for pri sch children r coming... next week, i think.
Alright, Having holidays with them!!! Woohoo (^_^)

Hmm, I think I should go and have a good night sleep now... 11pm~
Nite, everybody!!!
Sleep tight and sweet dreams ^^

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Hihi I'm back!

Now i'm in holidays mood... waha!!!
Those going for clinical attachment tml and for the rest of the week... All the best!

hmm... My attachment is long time to go ...
I have been playing Civilisation 4 yesterday and tis morning...

A very nice game!!! Wahaha... the important thing is: Kills time!
Hmm... whole day play civilisation also very boring mah, right?
So... I also went youtube to watch Goong -Princess hours!
A very very nice Korean Drama :)

Touched by some parts... but mostly very funny...
Oh ya... it's on DVD too. hehex (^_^)

I made full use of youtube... haha!
So lazy... I sleep late and wake up late in the morning too.
I slept at 1am last nite... Couldn't sleep well...
Worried abt something...
Dar sick... Haiz~
So worried... ...
Wondering why of a sudden he's sick...

At first i tot is because of the weather...
Then... jus now at night... (I was online the whole day), he told me...
He said that he went to see a doctor this afternoon.
All because he didn't sleep well for the last whole week... since his cousins came...
Slept late... poor dar...
NOw he got headache, dizziness, sore throat...
I was so worried abt him... slept late...
Woke up every hr in the nite.
Once woke up, take a look at the clock... keep looking at the time...
Woke up at 10 plus... then play C4 ^^

While playing... flu... sian!!!
I kept sneezing. Kept using tissue paper to blow my nose...
Ahhh!!! so uncomfortable... ...

i going to sleep now...
Waha... i have been having my laptop on, on my bed... since this morning...
I think any moment, my laptop going to burst... haha BOMB!

Nite!!!

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Friday, August 25, 2006

My love for you... ...

I've always wanted to tell you
You've given me unbelievable happiness
like an oasis to the desert

Say you will always be with me
Be my root, my wings, let me fly
and give me a home to return to
I'm willing and i can

give u everything without regret

Let's be together
watching time go by

remembering how we love each other
This love, loving you

There's sadness, there's joy and there's you
It's meaningful even if it's ordinary
This love, loving you
Sweet and peaceful
This feeling is you

Please remember how much i love you...
Never leaving you...
Never bothered by the hardships on this path
Placing in yr hand...
handing everything to you...
Giving u all my happiness to you...
I will always love you...

`cindygem shared hers at 12:17 AM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

TOday... 8.30am de paper!!! so... damn early!
SO early wake up and take bus... take mrt
Saw cute boy!!! Lousie lah! haha... she getting more adorable...
But very sad that she's a lesbian.
I purposely walk the other side to avoid passing by her... hehe

Hmm... today's paper is 1027 paper... Nursing Science 1B: The Process and Practice of Nursing
I didn't study much for it, but i was doing fine in the paper...
U can also say that it is the most easiest paper...
As compared to other papers... it's the most manageable one :)

Yeah!!! I went off earlier today too... I and zhiling went off together.
We saw Nisha and Corin... They kept calling my name...
BUt i didnt realise at all...
Haha... I heard them calling but i dun know it's them...
Anyway... I was quite satisfied... Now... at mac blogging...

Hmm... After my paper... I went to buy CHiCkEN MaY0 for my breakfast!
I was so hungry that ... my stomach groan... in the middle of the paper...
SO paiseh... .... :)

Well... nothing much happened... i'm so tired now.
I dun think i slept well last night...
Hmm... i think i going to sleep like pig tonight!!! (^-^)
Hey... know wat?

I'm using my darling's com and blog...
At Khatib mac now... alone... at the table...
Kenny. darling, Irwin, Ivan and Andrew behind me studying...
Waha!!! I last paper today and i finished my paper... Hooray ^^v

Happy!!! Extremely happy lor... ...
Hey... and now i want to play maple... cos...
There's someone beside me playing maple... ...
At mac, can play maple de meh?
Dun ask me... haha... ^^
But... i only know i want to play!
I want to have fun!!!
F U N is the only word in my mind now...
SLeep too... waha!!!

I feel like going cycling...
haha... I got plans for my holidays liao... :)
Not only cycling that i wan... but... also going to Nature Park!
I miss Sungei Buloh... the place, the environment there...
The animals, creatures there... u can say the smell there too...
Well, i know u all would Eeew... eww... or anything...
But seriously i love nature!
Wah... it has been a long long time since i visit Sungei buloh... It's a very nice place!!!
Trust me... I went thrice in pri sch...
but i didn't have the chance to go there since sec sch... and now...
I WANT TO GO THERE!!!
Tell u guys orh... the admission fee for adults is only one dollar!!!
It's worth going... althought disadvantage is too far away...
Need to take bus... But oops... i forget what bus to take le...
Nvm... i go home and ask my mum. ^^

Hmm... Today is thursday only!
Tomorrow is friday... wah!!!
I think need 7 more weeks to sch reopen (^_^)
7 weeks of holidays! WOohOo... GREAT!
I love holidays... but... sometimes i tend to miss the sch days and classmates.
I want to spend all the time with him... haha
SO selfish hor... no lah... just want to spend time with my love.

Yeah... i going to play civilisation 4!!!
Using darling's laptop.. so got C4!
Going home to dwl C4 and play.... yipee!
Happy is what i can desribe my feeling now...
Just HAPPY!!!

* Too happy!!! *

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I got oral paper today at 2pm!!!

And... i was accompanied with darling :)
HE accompanied me to eat lunch and then acc me to the main gate of the Northland sec
Ahh... totally new environment!

I made new friends too...
Haha... Yishun is very small too hor...
Althought yishun is considered as the biggest city in singapore but...
Also must bear in mind that singapore is also a very small country orh :)
I met two gals also came to retake eng oral... they are the same age as me...
And somemore they're Lixian's friends!!!
Haha... so coincidental!

I very chatty! I was the one who started to talking to them...
They were abt the same time went into the school and i was told by the security guard that walk straight and turn right...
Haha...i did wat i was told to...
I saw them... (Lixian's friends)
I asked them what room they're going... ... and ask how old are they...
And ask them wat sch r they from... I very kpo hor?
Ya... i also think so... haha (^_^)
Then... i found one of the gal very familiar...
So i think... eh... yishun sec... Lixian also there!!!
SO, i asked them whether they know lixian...
Ya... guess what... of cos... they say,"yes... of cos!"
Somemore... so coincidental!!! She is also their best buddy! Clique :)
Waha... went toliet with them...
I was the first one in the list! The moment they heard that i was the first one...
They congrat me... haha!!!
Know their names too...
Haha... Li ting and Hui Lin
My name and their names are so common!!!

Haha... that's the common thing between the three of us... ^^
I'm glad that i made friends while going for oral...
We're being separated!!!
Me and HuiLin went into the same waiting room together...
But... Li ting went to other room...
haha... Cos, my surname is Lee, Huilin is Low...
Quite close, thus put together in the same room.
Li ting different... her surname is Pai. A unique surname!!!

We sat in the room... I saw alot from North brooks sec...
Unfamiliar faces... then... i found out very strange...
All girls are here to retake eng o lvl oral paper... weird hor?
Then... I heard fro hui lin that her guy friend went to Ahmad Ibrahim Sec
Joo heng also... Hmm... haha!!!
I wondering..... how Li xian's doing? haha I miss her!!!
She's retaking at north view sec... So damn near my hse lah... why don't post me there? So that for my paper 1 and 2 ... i no need to wake up so early and take bus mah!
If... is at North view sec, i cross one road... can liao!!! (^-^)

And... so damn coincidental thing happened again!!!
Ms Josephine Mary was also posted to Northland Sec Sch too!!!
I was chatting with Hui Lin, sitting very near to the window... and corridor...
Ms Mary walked through the corridor... and i was facing the corridor side...
Ahh... familiar face... at first.. I look at her while she walk... then... she smile at me...
WHAT?! Am i seeing the wrong person...???
She kept smiling at me... then I smiled back at her...
GOSH!!!
So coincidental hor?
My sec sch teacher!!!
SHe's been my invigilator for eng oral for abt 3 years?
Since sec 2.... i think... Wah... too coincidental le bah?
okok lor... Oral was okay... I took 12 mins to finish everything...
Abt Family fitness thingy... Sports... Family matters... these two topics
Haiz... I have to jia you for my eng paper 1 and 2 le...

* 1027 paper tml... and then holidays... *


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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Ahh... Tomorrow oral paper...
Somemore in Northland sec sch (-__-)
Okay, seriously speaking...
i don't know the environment well...
Taking bus to go there
Even though it's quite near my hse but...
the front main door is right far end ... hmm...

Darling accompanied with me to go...
Yeah! I'm so happy that he's accompanying me.
Darling sick sick today... got headache...
I'm worrying about him, if he still sick sick tml,
then... I think he don't accompany me le.
I'm okay with it... but...
I dont want to be alone...
I hate to be alone... seriously hor :)
Oops... Being alone is horribly unbearable de feeling...
Just hate to be alone!!!

Hmm... today de 1026 paper...
wah... 60 MCQs and 4 short ans questions but...
I thought will finish quite early...
Maybe take about 1 hr to finish the whole paper.
But... i'm wrong! I took abt 1 hr and a half to complete.
Wah... haha!!! I and zhiling left early... YEAH!!! lala... ... hehex (^-^)

Went to meet darling to eat dinner...
MAC tonight!!! nono... i meant i ate mac for my dinner.

LASt paper le!!! 1027 is the last paper!
It's on thursday. Still thinking abt tml's oral paper...
Scared... a new environment...
I hope my oral will be a successful one...
My best bud, FAith is also going to have oral too..
but she has tml at Canberra sec, if i'm not wrong...
Joo Heng having on thursday... AI

Ohh... nothing much to say... have to study for my last paper...
Cause, thursday paper starts at 8.30am!!!
Haiz...

BUaiz~
Studying for the last paper! YEAH!

`cindygem shared hers at 10:28 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

Today de bio paper... ... Wah... woke up at 6plus *yawn*

So tired... everyone reading, memorising bio notes...
Haiz... ... Memorise those important, tough tough de... neva come out for short ans questions...
Those easy n those i tot wont come out... come out... ahh!!!

SOB* I forgotten alot of things...
SOmemore... so stressed up... the whole hall de tension is getting greater as time pass... SO scary...

TEnsion got greater when i found out that *Oops... i forgotten her name..
Same sec sch as me... but... different class... A gal from 4S3 last year...
Studying pure bio, but then... retained one year, so graduated the same year as me... one year older than me...

YA... she's sitting on my left side.. gosh, man!!!
I saw her short ans questions de answer paper... ...
Wah... So long!!! KAo... *Oops... didn't mean to say that, but only this word cant describe my feeling...
SHe wrote so long... I got even scared...
I thought... Short ans questions... meant to have short answer?
K.I.S.S. = Keep it short and sweet...

OH my goodness! I want to faint when the moment i saw her paper...
MOSt of my classmates... no, i meant most of the candidates left before time's up... some left at 9plus... some left at 10... 10.30am then time's up

I got even scare n stressed when i heard Dr Lam said, "Those with two answer booklets, please use a string to tie them up together."
What???!!! My goodness...

One answer booklet has eight pages!!!
We got two short ans questions to answer only...
What the... ... what's going on???
What's going in their minds arh?
IS there so much to write about?

Each question, 15 marks...
ANd... I did the first SAQ, asking abt functions, classification and some examples...
GOt so much to write?
I not even take half a page to write lor...
Haiz...
I did another question ask abt Shoulder joint,
need to state bones, articulate surfaces, ligaments, bursae, basic moments and some main muscles involved...
What? Not even fill up one whole page... ...

Hmm... Am i taking the wrong paper for my bio exam?
I'm wondering...
After the whole exam... Zhi ling, cute gal sitting behind me, ask me whether i got see the gal beside me... write so much... haha
So, i'm not the only one noticed that.

I think i'm fine... haha :)
Tml's paper is fundamentals of nursing... this lesson is interesting...
I hope i score well for this paper... (^_^)

I'm going to study hard for this...
Tml 4.30pm de paper... yeah!
Tonight can sleep late le... haha ^^v

* O lvl eng oral is nearing... *

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

I'm Back! :)
Back from studying bio with my frens and darling at khatib mac!

Hmm... no seats... on the second floor, so we sat on the first floor...

Well... I have no mood to study! So much to memorise!!!
SIAO!!! Haiz... how come no mood to study siaz... ...

LIke... Lazy... tired of studying...

Slept at 2plus plus am last night... i meant *midnight :)
Woke up at 10plus am, with puffy swollen eyes!
Arghh!!! Swollen... puffy... Then, i started studying my bio...
Need to memorise alot of stuffs lor... ... so much!!! SOB*

I confirm the paper is very tough in the Short ans questions de...
Damn difficult... UPPER & LOWER limbs section is alot to me liao!!!
SOB* I want to sleep le... haha (^_^)

Studying at mac... like never study...
HAiz... (-__-)

Oh no... lost confidence in studying liao!
Always lose confidence and concentration in studying de.

WHY? Bio need so much of memorising!
I rather have 100 MCQs for my whole Bio test...
COZ no need memorising. Haha!!!

I like guessing game mah! :)
That's why i love jokes and riddles... lalala (^-^)
I go study bio le... ... if not i really flunk my bio paper, then *** le...

* BAck to studying mood *

`cindygem shared hers at 8:48 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Three papers to go!!! 3 papers & one more oral paper for me too...

Hmm... (thinking... thinking... )
Am i thinking to much?
Yesh... I am... I think i'm too *******

I shouldn't... ... why am i acting this way?
Haiz... What am i doing?
Hmm... Wondering what triggers it hor? -Asking myself-

Things getting worse.
I just cant control... well, i'm in the wrong!!! (i know)
* i hate what i have done... *

I regretted, man!!!
W H Y ! ! ! ! ! !
I cant do this anymore... no more!!!
NOt anymore... ...

But I just cant!!!
I'm trying... ...
Trying very very hard!!!

HAIZ!
If cant... i think i try my best le lor... I just cant continue to be like this...
It will hurt myself too much de... HURT*
Sobsob... ~ Raining in my heart ~


* That's when i love u by Aslyn *
When u have to look away
When u dont have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u, just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love u
I love u, endlessly
And when u r mad cuz u lost a game
U can count "on" me for life
That's when i love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u,
When I love u no matter what
So when u turn to hide yr eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u a little more each time
And when u cant quite match yr clothes
Or when u laugh at yr own jokes
That's when I love u
I love u, more than u'll know
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby, i love u
I love u anyway
Here's my promise made tonite
That's when i love u
* Love a person is not that easy... but treasure the person u love!

`cindygem shared hers at 8:25 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

HEY!

Backie!!! I'm back from my paper!!! And... i'm full!!!
Jus eaten my delicious home-cooked dinner. Yummy!!!
Miss my mum's cooking... waha :)

Hmm... commenting on my 1028 paper today!
Wah... shocked shocked shocked!!!
Quite tricky in the MCQs...
VEry difficult in the Short ans questions...
I dont know if i will score well or pass anot... sob*
So much to study... I study on thurs... but then... never revise again today...
So.. totally forgotten!!! Ahh...
I hope i pass... please... let me pass... ahh!!!

AHHH!!! Another ahh ahh... u know why?
Cause... ... people around me playing civilisation 4...
Ahh... why why???
WHY? I... ... Want to play too!
So tempting!
I also want to play lor... ... they all playing! SOB*
I must resist... no... i cant play now...
I must wait until after thursday... After thursday, I can play le...
Wait... wait... wait... I just cant wait for friday to come!!!
HAha... I mean next friday... not today (Fri)
I also want to play SIM CITY 4... haha!
I everything also want to play...
I must make use of my 4 weeks, if not i got attachment aftet that le...

I miss my sec sch frens!!! I miss my juniors and seniors!!!
Miss them so badly... keke (^_^)

NOw... time to study study study!!!
Still got bio... 1026 and 1027... Still got!!!
Still got my o lvl eng oral on wed... ahh!!! (no need to prepare)
But then, need to relax... cannot panick...

Haha... JIA YOU!!!
Add oil... but must add good oil... (COrn or sunflower oil)
Cause more healthy arh... ^^v

*Studying for bio -(paper on monday early in the morning 8.30am)*

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

wat?
GOSH!!!!

So much to study for tml's paper...
HS1028... Nursing thru the lifespan!!!
SO MUCH!!! SO MUCH!!!

And what am i doing here?!
REplying myself," OF coz come here to blog and relax..."
I dont want to stress myself too much and i also dont want to waste time doing other things... haiz...
Abit contradicting hor?

I went home after my socio paper...
Socio paper... MCQs are quite tricky... Short ans questions I know how to do but then... ... like memory loss.
CAnt really remember what i have read... Oops will I get a C?

Took MRT home to meet Darling...
Met my sec sch mates... Israel and Yan Ming.
Two tall guys!!! Friendly and always talks alot...
Israel... talk more then before! I was amazed...
He's one asking me things rather than i talk... haha :)
Not saying that he's talkative but he's more open now!
Yeah... isn't it great?

Long time no see them... lots to say n chat about...
They have projects... I have exams... Everyone busy...
Ooo... BUSY!!!
SO busy...

After meeting Darling... went to eat chicken rice then go home..
Straight after home.. ICE-CREAM!!!
Raspberry!!! Yum yum... i'm loving it~

THen... i get back into my cosy room and study...
First, on my bed writing notes... then sitting on the ground and leaning onto my bed to read my notes... then... onto my chair to study on my study table...
Haha (^_^) Change positions...
So warm... !!! So humid...
I want to take another bath before i sleep...

Tml's paper is at 4.30pm too!
Gotta go and study hard for it... 70% leh...
This paper consists of 70% of my overall module marks!
Gosh... but then so much to study...
I really have to "chiong" the MCQs...
This time... I doing my MCQs first then... Short ans qns...
Coz... for my socio paper, i did short ans qns then MCQs.
Hmm... I going off to bathe and sleep well to prepare tml's paper le...
Nite nite... wah.. so late liao... 11 plus plus...
I better get going... buaiz!

HEy... those poly students who are having exams now... JIA YOU!
Take care!!!

* Praying harder that i will finsish studying my 1028 module *

`cindygem shared hers at 11:21 PM

Woo... It's nearing...
now 1 plus...

Paper starts at 4.30pm... scared...
Abit... anxious... i dont know how to describe my feelings...

My heart's beating fast...
As time pass ... ... I'm wondering how would the paper be like...
Somemore in a sports hall... a foreign place to me to held exams...
I thought is in a tutorial room...

Scary... ... So big big de environment... i dont think i will be used to the location...
Oops... I'm too anxious... I think i need some relaxation... heez

Too scared... now listening to songs... calm myself down...

Hmm... i go rest for a while...
JIA YOU... all the best!
*I can do it...

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I have wrote something... It has been in my heart since things have happened quite long time ago.
I called it. " I just dont understand why... "

I just don't understand why...

The same old things always happened
Over and over again...
I wish there will be one day there's an end to it...

I don't want things to go in a bad way
It was suppose to be a cheerful and happy day
I want to be there...
I don't want to leave...

I just don't understand why...

You give me no reason
You give me no warning
But I am with you,
Always by your side, you know?
Give me the strength please, so I can help you
And at times, I can be strong too...

*Please don't make me worry*

The sun outside is hotter and warmer as before
But inside my heart's cold, I'm wondering why
But if the fire within your heart can make it warm
Well I believe you can do it, right?

It's time now...
To show each other both of our feelings
Looking through your heart
Totally empty, what's bothering you?

Whatever happened to you, you can't change it,
But there's someone you can turn to
That is me...

*Please don't frighten me*


But wait a minute, I don't understand
It's getting stronger, hold my hand
I don't want to leave you
I don't want to go

But I'm losing all my control
Can't you see I'm slipping away?
I can only stay if you have the will
To keep me here with you...


Please let me understand... ...

---------------------------------------------------------------------CINDY*

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Mugging mugging... it's mugging time!!!

Hmm... Woke up this morning, and face books...
But, actually face the computer...
Today, Darling went for his first paper.

Java theory... and my first paper is coming too...
COming... it's coming. One more day!!!
17/08... this date came ringing in my mind.
It just came naturally...
Hmm... I studied socio ... started on another module...
Which is going to be tested on this coming fri 18/8*

Ahh... I scared. I hope socio paper wont be very difficult.
2 short answer questions... ... wont be hard bah... I pray hard hard.

My o lvl eng oral coming too... next thursday 23/08
Wow... soon it will be holidays... haha :)
But semester exams havent over yet... mus jia you!!!

Ahh... feeling abit gong* Like tired... like exhausted... feel like lying on my bed for the whole day...

I don't know how to explain the feeling... ...
Just feel like resting... yawn~
I slept in this afternoon... woke up by shasha's msg.
Haha :) She asked me to help her to check her seating no.
Wah... my voice weird weird de... I called her hp
Then... she very funny, she asked... huh, erm... are u cindy?
Hehex (^_^) I don't sound normal when i jus woke up...
SOmemore i blur blur... ... ^^v *Blur sotong*

Blur sotong de worx (ME)... ... going to sleep soon... Sleep, again?
Haha... Yes!!! I feel like sleeping now... Pig hor? ^-^
Yawn~ Keep yawning...

Guess what i have eaten for my dinner...
Duck rice, prawn crackers and ICE-CREAM!!!
Woohoo~ I love ice-cream! yeah*
My fav ice-cream is: Raspberry and Peppermint! Shiok!

I would prefer ice-cream to chocolates ^.^
Wah... Cannot le... really feel like sleeping now... ...
Yawn** Big big yawn... before i end my blogging.

Buaiz~ I go off and sleep liao (*Piggy smile*) (^oo^)
Heez... i go n have my piggy sleep now... take care!

`cindygem shared hers at 10:05 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

Yeah!!! It's today!!! Monday... (no lesson)

Happy!!! Studying, studying and studying... ...
Darling come over to my hse... & ...
We're gonna make sweet love... ... woohoo (^_^)

Haha... EEww... sorry!
Dirty*... Not the way u all thinking :)
Is clean one... hahaha ^^

Well... went to woodlands lib with him and I went to photocopy notes then off we went to Khatib Mac again...
Darling went back his hse to bring his lappy along...
Then... I went up to Khatib Mac 2nd floor alone... *alone*
Up I went up to the 2nd floor and I search for seats.
No seats near the plug... (Using to charge laptops)

So... I sat wherever got seats ^^v
I sat there... and I stuffed the two ear-piece of Darling's I-pod Nano and listen to songs. Coz... Very noisy!!!
I took all my notes and books to study...
The environment is too noisy... Luckily got my darling's i-pod.
*Thanks darling's i-pod. (^-^)

I studying while waiting for him to arrive...
Haha... He arrived le... I saw him...
But... He was calling someone on his phone... i wondering who he's calling... then, I realised he's looking for me... hahaha....
I blur sotong siaz...I kept my hp in my bag. When I picked up his call, missed call liao.
But I still talk on the phone... dots after talking then i realised miss call.
Diao... ... lame, right?
I wanted to call out for Darling... by then, he spotted me.
zZZ... So many ppl in Mac.

We waiting for unused plug. keke =)
Then... we changed seats.
I told Darling that no point waiting because can see that ppl are all goiig to stay for hours...
So, i suggested to go down and buy our meals.
Mcspicy!!! Up-sized!!! I- greentea, Darling- Sprite :)

Waha... After having our meals ordered and we went up, we saw the guy leaving who has been using the plug for hours, i think..
Then.. I think i talked so loudly to Darling that, "hey... he left... YEAH!"
Oops... I too excited, i think everyone at the ground floor heard me very clearly.
Hmm... I always talk loudly without realising de... paiseh arh!

Yeah... of cause we got our seats!!! Yeah... lalala...
Got the plug and our meals!
Happy, right? (of coz lah... haha)
Studying in progress and stuffing the ear-pieces into my ears and blasting songs into my ears... yeah yeah yeah*

Zhaoyi came and he sat down... with his lappy.
Playing Civilisation 4!!! Ahh... I also want to play...
But... I lazy to dwl and no money to buy the game.
The Sims* I bought it last time and now... never play le... no time bah :)
I want to play Civilisation!!!
Haha... It's Darling recommended de.

Bittorent... if i never spell wrongly... it's the thingy that we dwl things from there... hmm, not sure.
Have to ask Darling... I don't think i'm going to dwl the game...
Maybe extract from Zicai's DVD (RW) into my computer then can play.
See first bah... No time de (:

Zicai came and we left together at 6 plus nearly 7pm.
We went to eat... and we went home after that.
Yeah... Back home at abt 8 plus. Feeling abit tired.
Maybe after studying the whole day bah... ...
I dun think i study much... but, I know i write alot of notes ^^

Well... counting down to semester exam... It's two more days to go!!!
WOohoO... We're all in this together!!!

*together... together... together...
Yeah yeah...
C'mon... ... lala lala lala

We're all in this together... ( by High School Musical )

Everyone is special in their own way
We make each other strong
Were not the same
Were different in a good way
Together's where we belong

We're all in this together
Once we know that we are we're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows when we stand hand in hand
Make our dreams come true

Together, together, together everyone
Together, together, come on lets have some fun
Together, were there for each other every time
Together together come on lets do this right

We're all in this together
When we reach
We can fly know inside
We can make it
We're all in this together
Once we see there's a chance
That we have and we take it

14/08:
** Everlasting love ** by Jamie Cullum.
- Relaxing with songs accompanied :)

`cindygem shared hers at 10:49 PM