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- Cindy -
26, a Gemini
b'day on 29th May

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Today :) 217 days of happiness

Lesson starts at 11am!
First lesson is tutorial, then sociology lecture.
Hey... this is the last sociology lecture!!!

Nothing... I went for this last sociology lecture is to get the tips for revising my sociology semester exam.

It's coming!!! Next thursday... 17th July (:
WOw... time really flies.
Tomorrow is National Day!

Like don't have the excitement and the atmosphere there...
Nothing at all... no feeling~
Like ... don't know that national day is round the corner.
Then... this advertisement came (in all channels)
:- National Day rally thingy signifies National Day coming...

Hahaha (^-^)
I blur sotong ^^
Don't know alot of things but very kpo.
Hehe :)

Hmm... After today lesson. (ends at 1pm)
I went to meet Darling after my lunch with Kelli and Corin at South Canteen.
Tell all NYP students:-
* South canteen de Chicken Rice rawkz!
* Damn nice! Delicious... If i go south canteen for lunch, I would only queue up for chicken rice.

-- I have been eating chicken rice for two days... for my lunch = Yesterday & today de lunch.
-- Yesterday at Far East with zhiling :)
-- Today at South canteen with Corin & Kelli :)

Lala... (^_^) I love chicken rice! (only roasted chicken)
`` I don't like white ones. Erm, meaning those boiled whitish yello skinned chickens... ``

Haha... CHickens are categorised as white n roasted ones.
Got boneless too! haha... (^-^)

Now... as time passes, i really feel the stress coming into my whole body...
I cant avoid the stress at all...
I really cannot stop myself from thinking what would happened when i was in the hospital for my clinical attachments.
All bad experiences... all horrible ones.
If i stepped into the hospital which i'm attached to, I think i might be feeling the stress... over my whole body.

I cant think abt them... I know...
But... the moment, i saw any shows showing the hospital scenes, i would feel the stress again...

Haiz... I kept asking myself... Am i really in the right course...
Am I really ready for the challenge that's waiting for me...
Do i really want to be a nurse...
Questions... and questions...
All questions in my mind... what am i suppose to do with the questions?

*Erase them off and stop thinking too much?
-I have tried to... but useless

*Take a break and try to think of happy experiences or maybe even the good things abt being a nurse.
-Maybe this will work or help, but i don't think it's true all the times.

Stress... ??? Everyone will encounter stress in any part of their life, no matter how...
To my heart:- Cheer up and live with it. The only way is to think of the bright side of life and i can definitely move on with the life i'm having right now.
Thinking of the unhappy moments or the havent even happened de happenings will only stop whateva i want to do in my life :)

*08/08:
Coping my life with stress every now and then...

`cindygem shared hers at 10:57 PM