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About ME - Cindy -26, a Gemini b'day on 29th May My LOVEs SportsCheese Chocolate Icecream Mocha Frapp BBQ Stingray Baked Pasta Bombay Sapphire The bloggers
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Saturday, June 24, 2006 What is life? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset. I have been thinking alot these few days. Finally... something came into my mind... out of a sudden. I found a glow of light... enlightenment??? N0... 0h u can say that. It makes me understand when to let go things at the right time and when not to. It came just in time. N0w I understand... ** I know in the past... all the while it was just the past. But... something that belongs to u, belongs to u. However, somethings which does not belongs to u, let go of it. ** I realised that something which is amiss... came!!! It came... back again. Hurtful. Sad. D0wn. Disappointed. Shocked. Cried. Raining in my heart. I had let go of it long time ago. N0... I have tried to let go of it long time ag0. Still struggling to let g0 of it sl0wly. Bit by bit... ** I have finally let g0 0f everything. 1oo% sure. Let it be left in my heart. In my secret garden... forever Deep deep inside my raining heart. It hurts me al0t al0t when it came back again t0 me. I couldn't have the c0urage t0 say it 0ut. I couldn't have the c0urage t0 f0rget it. But... it's m0re hurting t0 think ab0ut it. I guess it was just the past. I have t0 m0ve 0n and step f0rward t0 the present. ** N0thing's gonna stopped me. Nothing... nobody... ever... I know crying wont solve the problem... what's the point of crying? Raining and raining... non-stop. MAde me think of one song= Rain rain go away, come again another dae It's over... --> DUn cry becos it's over but... smile becos it happened. Faced it... n0 matter what, it's gonna be okay after all. Rise evrytime we fall. Live yr life to the fullest.(DAr. said this when I knew him.I still rmb) Even thought feelings help u remember alot alot of things... But... I will always remember one thing:- - think of sth tt makes u feel good - maybe a fulfilling experience ++IN the end, it will help u feel alot alot better afterwards. =) Again... I have l0st sum0ne... L0st 0nce again. Goodbye to my past memories... I will leave them forever... ... *The heart provides the power n direction to actually bring about the changes....* All the events of yr life r there becos u have drawn them there. Wat u choose to do with them is up to u. |