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Monday, April 03, 2006 I don't know why am i so confused about relationships. I don't know!!! I can't decide... i don't know who's the one i love now... very very confused. In a story, there's A, B and C. A is a girl, B and C are guys.
Story starting now... A and B once are very good frens, in good terms in secondary sch. They became closer and closer as they chat online in MSN and also on the phone too. B became A's godbrother. They knew each other, firstly in MSN. Knowing each other unknowingly as A got relationship with another guy and broke up, this B guy came along to know A. This is how A and B got together in relationship. They went steady after wards. Very close... closer and closer. B really like A alot and they got along well for the first three months but things getting worse in the relationship as time passes. B's temper getting worse, throwing temper... getting angry very easily. Throwing tandrums on A who really can't stand B's temper anymore. A tolerated and bear with it. All the while,B don't know at all until... ... A decided to break up with B and A told B why. B got angered and don't know why they should break up jus like that. A gave B chances. Telling B that if he change his temper, A would go back to him again. Chances were given to B. But B wouldn't grab the opportunity well. A would like to go back to B's side as B told A and promised her that he would change for her. It touched A's heart... really great that B wanted to change for her. A gradually returned to B's side. Happy ending,you're thinking... but absolutely nope! Things continued as before. Things were the same as before... B got angry very easily and it angered A this time too. A gave B many chances again, but things becames worse and worse. A had no choice but to break up with B. Eventually, they break up and they never contact each other again. They were like enemies in school. When they met each other in school, they don't even look at each other or smile, or say hi, not even a glance! BUt when both A and B walked passed each other, Facing theirs backs... then they looked and took a glance. No communications at all. That was all they had. BUt, A still thinks of B. B also still thinks of A too. Both of them still have the feeling for each other. They knew... ... When A walked past B's class, A would looked into the class and looking for his presence. B still wait for A, wanting and longing to be with A again. B hoping to have another chance to be with A. Everything was all in their minds but nothing was done at all. When both A and B saw each other, they tried to avoid each other. Again and again...... everytime! one year passed, they had o lvls. They contacted each other one time. A got a new hp and still remembered B's number so she msg him, "How are u?" B replied back and they started to chat again like before. THey began to chat happily, getting closer. BUt, of a sudden, B missing in action. A had no choice... thinking that it might be fate. It's fate that separate both A and B. A accepted the fate and concentrated on her work. A could not as she still think of him everyday. Anything she sees, the image of B came into her mind... O lvls came nearer and nearer. Concentration tend to be stronger as A had made up her mind to concentrate harder for o lvls. B always work hard for his o lvls too. As time passed, she fell in love with guy C. This guy C was a quiet guy in class. But he was a very attentive person. C tends to joke alot. A likes guys that jokes alot but not that often, frequently. A really likes C alot as they hang out together very often. They played basketball and go out too. Both A and C always went out together in one whole group. They even went out to Sentosa in groups of frens. B didn't appear at all. No sight of him for the past few months. A gradually like B alot... things getting complicated for a few weeks. A and C worked together after their o lvls. A introduced B work, then they had more chances of meeting each other. They knew each other well. MOre and more... they got together le... Even though there conflicts and obstacles... After A and C were steady for about two to three months, A and B contacted each other. A still think of B even though she's with C. Is it complicated? It looks like a triangle relationship. A was given the chance to think properly to decide whO she want to be with. A has to decide between B and C. Must decide... must choose and pick out one guy. Either B or C... either one. A is the one going to decide and choose, while B and C are the ones being chosen. Well, A is very confused and things are getting complicated. A has not decided yet. A wanted more ample time to think about it. It's a complicated story that consists of characters A, B and C. |